Crawl

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Life came crashing down on me
World eroded before my eyes
My hellish nightmare was making his erotic dream come true
Should have known better than to love someone like him

Why did he
Leave me like
A lifeless figure?
Why did I
Fall under
The cast of his
Malicious spell?

Every time I look around
I seem to crawl back
(seem to crawl back)
I seem to crawl right back to you
You can't look me in the eye
You say you're sorry
(say you're sorry)
For all the hell you put me through

"It won't happen again."

I bared my naked soul to his
Thinking that he could be solely trusted
To have it tortured, abused, and exploited
Repeatedly raped by his narcissism

Alone and cold
Lonely and scared
Exposed as who I was
Who could love
Someone so damaged?
Someone who now may never trust?

Every time I look around
I want to crawl back
(want to crawl back)
I want to crawl right back to you
You can't look me in the eye
You said you're sorry
(said you're sorry)
For all the hell you put me though

"It won't happen again."
I know it wont--He just found someone new...

Life is so much better now without him
Even though he he drove me to insanity
I learned to love myself to the point of vanity
So I can do to others what he did to me.

Why do I
Do this to others
As he once did
To me?
Now they all
Fall prey to
The cast of my
Malicious spell

I won't crawl to you
Do unto others as they have done unto you
I won't crawl to you
I am so much stronger than the woman you once knew
I won't crawl to you
I will never be sorry for the things I say or do
(repeat)

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from Mors Ab Alto, released December 31, 2016

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Trocaria Charlotte, North Carolina

Trocaria is a one-piece female-fronted dark metal/gothic metal band based out of Charlotte NC (USA).
Trocaria is the alter ego of multi-instrumentalist, Joan (Palmer) Brown. Trocaria is her therapy. It is her bottled up anger, waiting for the cork to pop off. Combine the elements of real-life and wild imagination--and that is the heart of Trocaria. ... more

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